There is no reason to feel envy; Levi has always loved him just as much, even if at this point he has mourned him as long as he had known him. It's still a shame, of course, just like most things about their world, just like each of them ending up in a position they perhaps would not have chosen for themselves under different circumstances.
But it is what it is.
"Yeah," he mutters, and lies his head back down, cheek smushing against Erwin's chest. "I never really thought that would happen." Titans, then the war... the closest he's ever gotten to considering a home was perhaps Hange suggesting they live in the woods together, even if they both knew they could not walk away from the fight, or maybe back when he and Erwin used to fantasize about what could be outside the walls and going there together one day. That was it.
"Bet it's gonna be a bitch to clean, though." Maybe they'll need to get an extra cleaning pancake just to keep up with the bigger space.
we can probs wrap this up soon
But it is what it is.
"Yeah," he mutters, and lies his head back down, cheek smushing against Erwin's chest. "I never really thought that would happen." Titans, then the war... the closest he's ever gotten to considering a home was perhaps Hange suggesting they live in the woods together, even if they both knew they could not walk away from the fight, or maybe back when he and Erwin used to fantasize about what could be outside the walls and going there together one day. That was it.
"Bet it's gonna be a bitch to clean, though." Maybe they'll need to get an extra cleaning pancake just to keep up with the bigger space.