I do not know. I may, I may not... it depends on my experiences here.
The choices I have are all so incredibly different, it would be hard to make such a decision now.

[After that, they pause for a moment -
Before a realization seems to hit them.]

Ah - I did not mention this, but I would simply cease to exist, should I go back to that realm.
I was very recently killed, and had been on the journey toward reincarnation.
So while it was... "crappy", as you say, that is not the life I would return to.

[This probably doesn't help any of Hijikata's confusion at all.]