I'm glad you could experience the more voluntary type. Even if pain often comes with it.

[ He considers for a moment, but perhaps after seeing the familiar dark power, his guard falters more than usual. ]

I have to protect someone in my world. That's my promise. If I trust the wrong person, it could end up putting them in danger. So a demon should be completely out of the question. Especially with what I've seen them to be capable of.