I know. [ She does know. He's not a bad person even if he made a careless, selfish, frankly gross choice that now Rider is paying for. ]
I think you owe it to her to consider whether it's the best thing to override her free will again. What you did... I don't know all the details, but it sounds like you commanded her to do something she didn't want to do which, as someone who had my own servants, is a pretty big violation of the bond between you two.
So right now you need to focus on what she needs and not what is best for your guilt. Maybe it's using those things again, I don't know. But right now, neither do you.
[ She rests a hand on his shoulder. ] Let's sit down. Tell me what happened. Think it through. And then if the right thing to do is for you to go out there, I'll go with you. [ She doesn't think that would be the right thing, but if it somehow is then she'll make sure he stays safe. Not for his sake, but for Rider's. ]
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I think you owe it to her to consider whether it's the best thing to override her free will again. What you did... I don't know all the details, but it sounds like you commanded her to do something she didn't want to do which, as someone who had my own servants, is a pretty big violation of the bond between you two.
So right now you need to focus on what she needs and not what is best for your guilt. Maybe it's using those things again, I don't know. But right now, neither do you.
[ She rests a hand on his shoulder. ] Let's sit down. Tell me what happened. Think it through. And then if the right thing to do is for you to go out there, I'll go with you. [ She doesn't think that would be the right thing, but if it somehow is then she'll make sure he stays safe. Not for his sake, but for Rider's. ]