...I was afraid you'd say that. I get flashes sometimes, so they had to be still in there.

[ She considers this for a moment. ]

I'll have to think on it. I remember all sorts of awful things, but there were people I loved, who loved me, and I don't remember how that happened. I wouldn't mind knowing.

But... I don't want those memories to change me. It might threaten what I have with the people I love now. So I'll have to consider it.

Thank you, though, for offering. It's nice to have the option. [ Even if it is paralyzing in terms of making a choice. ]