< I'm glad you can't. It was awful. I thought that because I'd done monstrous things, that I was a monster -- abomination is a better word, maybe. But because of the way my hibernation works it wasn't my doing. I was being used as a weapon, and they'd tell me anything to get me to fight and kill as they wanted me to. >

< I still blame myself, what would it make me if I could shrug that off, but it's better. >