[ Saya considers that. She's telling him that she finds him kind despite that he's not pretending to be Nil anymore, but she also knows what it's like to be told over and over that others see you a certain way and yet knowing that can't be true. ]

[ She tugs him a little closer, for warmth and all. ] Good. I'd be disappointed if you were still stuck pretending.

I don't know if it's the same thing, but those around me tell me all the time that I'm a good person. I never believe them. So it might not do much good for me to tell you that I feel you've treated me kindly, hm?