... [ kaveh hesitates, but if there's one person that's going to understand how he's feeling it's guizhong. ] I... I died. Horrifically. And being alive again is just so... surreal. N- Not that I'm not thankful. I just... moving on is easier said than done. I can't just... forget what happened. I can't just forget how much it hurt and how terrified I was that that is how it was going to end...