I just . . . can't give it up. Without it, would I even exist right now?
[ he knows the answer to that. rafal had been withering under the weight of being nil. of knowing no one was left in the world for rafal, for him. to never be truly special, to truly be anyone's . . . anything.
nel had saved him, but he still had to bear that. and everything else. ]
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I just . . . can't give it up. Without it, would I even exist right now?
[ he knows the answer to that. rafal had been withering under the weight of being nil. of knowing no one was left in the world for rafal, for him. to never be truly special, to truly be anyone's . . . anything.
nel had saved him, but he still had to bear that. and everything else. ]