[ To be here instead of Tokyo-F, both of them, all of them who live here. To have as many wonderful friends as she has despite all she's done and all she's lost. To have even a slim chance to prevent her hibernation. ]
[ ...that doesn't mean she's not in pain. She definitely is. It's just that she knows that's unproductive. Sure she could be perfectly honest all the time, make these last months a drudgery, but to what end? ]
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[ To be here instead of Tokyo-F, both of them, all of them who live here. To have as many wonderful friends as she has despite all she's done and all she's lost. To have even a slim chance to prevent her hibernation. ]
[ ...that doesn't mean she's not in pain. She definitely is. It's just that she knows that's unproductive. Sure she could be perfectly honest all the time, make these last months a drudgery, but to what end? ]