[ She is comfortable, and happy, and at ease in her skin. But also all too aware that unless she can stop her hibernation it won't mean much of anything. So it's hard to let herself declare anything home, not yet. Not even as much as she loves all these people. ]

You didn't misunderstand. It's just complicated. My hibernation cycle seems to have been reset, but I don't know how long I have.

So... yeah, room for a big improvement. Unless I find a way to stop that from happening, it's hard for me to think in any long term way.