Don't be sorry. It is what it is. My adoptive father and brother also died in the same group of memories [ "died" is a SUPER TAME way to describe what happened to Riku, but ], and then I had to kill my sister so she didn't destroy all humanity in one big swipe. Then I pretty much exterminated my entire species for the same reason.

Being brought here, then him asking me to get married, I guess I let myself get giddy rather than dwell on it.

[ Her life is the worst, Venti! ]