And like, maybe he won't want to date. Because I saw flags for that, and its possible. I would have thought I was that, until this place went 'hey, maybe options ARE open.' And even then, I dunno if I want to date so much as like...
The intensity of the feelings.
Like I would do anything to keep him in my life, but its not the same way like it is with my family.
Like I'd be content with anything he wanted to give, as long as we could stay together.
And I want it to be him. And that means he has to be able to figure out who he is, now that he has all these options open he didn't before.
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And like, maybe he won't want to date. Because I saw flags for that, and its possible. I would have thought I was that, until this place went 'hey, maybe options ARE open.' And even then, I dunno if I want to date so much as like...
The intensity of the feelings.
Like I would do anything to keep him in my life, but its not the same way like it is with my family.
Like I'd be content with anything he wanted to give, as long as we could stay together.
And I want it to be him. And that means he has to be able to figure out who he is, now that he has all these options open he didn't before.