{ for the most part, he would talk to her, but things like this that weigh more heavily he's definitely avoided it in the past. but now, for this matter, he has no where else to turn. and days of not sleeping are extending, mind caught up in the what ifs.
of course, it isn't an issue here. but then what if they return home and one of them doesn't remember while the other does? what if they were targeted for it? what if it's used against them in some other way?
he has to think through all the possible scenarios first, and all of them seem to lead to despair if he lets them.
he's brought out of his own thoughts when he feels a drop of wetness on his hand, eyes turning back to look at ayaka as she cries. it twists something inside of him, his own face looking apologetic and pained for causing this too.
his other hand reaches out, a gloved thumb gently sweeping to catch the tears before they fall. }
u//u
of course, it isn't an issue here. but then what if they return home and one of them doesn't remember while the other does? what if they were targeted for it? what if it's used against them in some other way?
he has to think through all the possible scenarios first, and all of them seem to lead to despair if he lets them.
he's brought out of his own thoughts when he feels a drop of wetness on his hand, eyes turning back to look at ayaka as she cries. it twists something inside of him, his own face looking apologetic and pained for causing this too.
his other hand reaches out, a gloved thumb gently sweeping to catch the tears before they fall. }
Please, don't cry.