[Rinku mulls this over with a curious, contemplative hum.]

So it's kinda like monsters... yeah, that makes sense. Those are scary even if you know what to do.

[Worried noise.]

I guess it's 'cause I had... kinda still mostly have a happy life where things are fun every day. Like I can't understand that kinda stuff, so why do I have the right to be so scared of it? And every time I try to deal with stuff that scares me, stuff other people actually know and lived, I hurt the people I really care about. Like Neechan used to get upset when I said her world should improve or people should work to fix it. Trying to be hopeful and happy about that stuff has upset people too, like it really hurt Eve-san once when I tried not to worry about changing or being weird and different, and said it was cool and exciting. So I don't know what I can do about things that scare me.