[ Love isn't just high-handed ideals, there's a practical aspect, alas. ]

Worse. It flipped my morality. Being on a rampage is miserable, but at least it's out of my control. This, I had full control over the awful things I was doing, I just didn't care. Almost killed several people and only didn't because I got bored. Luckily I was made more or less mortal by that place, otherwise they wouldn't have been able to contain me at all.