[What is this sudden affirmation of wanting to see all of him?!]

[There is another flare up and the wind-]

[Suddenly got a lot stronger.]

[Hi some weird mix of hope joy desire battling the intrusive negative thoughts.]

[Less ideal is that kicks up the dust a whole lot more around him and he was less ready for that so he may be forced into this side room from the mini explosion knocking him off his feet.]