[ The last time Nen lost someone while the researchers were around, they and the other Test Subjects were brought in to "study their reactions to grief", so. Nenonen hasn't been introduced to the best of coping skills. Even as the other Test Subject succumbed to the repeated loops, the over-exposure of essence wearing their bodies down one by one, Nen's response to that?
Don't think about it. Don't try to feel about it. It's too much.
But as always, Yuuto has this way of explaining things in a way Nen understands. Talking about it is medicine. Like a shot. It'll hurt, but in the long run, it'll help.
Yuuto mentions flowers and Nen takes a shaky breath, trying to force their mouth to work. ]
I... I don't. Know. I...
[ Ten never smiled, but they always held Nen's hand. They liked to read. Nen read a lot once Ten couldn't move anymore. ]
no subject
Don't think about it. Don't try to feel about it. It's too much.
But as always, Yuuto has this way of explaining things in a way Nen understands. Talking about it is medicine. Like a shot. It'll hurt, but in the long run, it'll help.
Yuuto mentions flowers and Nen takes a shaky breath, trying to force their mouth to work. ]
I... I don't. Know. I...
[ Ten never smiled, but they always held Nen's hand. They liked to read. Nen read a lot once Ten couldn't move anymore. ]
M...maybe...books? On flowers...?
[ Plip-plip.
Two more drops on Yuuto's shirt. ]