[Maybe it's a good thing that Yuuto was in a toxic relationship! Because when he sees 'Speck,' Yuuto is able to keep his head above the metaphorical water. He so desperately wants for this to be his ex in front of him. Yuuto would do anything for another day with them. But he knows that even if Speck had the power to see him easily, or even if he was the only person that they could see, then they wouldn't.
So this can't be Speck. Speck would never waste their time on him.
He closes his eyes and breaths in, trying not to let himself be mesmerized by his selfish daydreams. Just listening to Speck's voice and trying to filter his emotions out of his responses. It's harder to keep his head straight than he had thought that it might be. He's more dazed and distracted by hope than he realizes.]
... 'Twelve' is a number, not a name. [It's very gentle scolding.
Then he shakes his head,] I've never been called that. I'm Yuuto. I- [His voice is shaking when he blurts out,] I'm sorry. I'm not the one you wanted.
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So this can't be Speck. Speck would never waste their time on him.
He closes his eyes and breaths in, trying not to let himself be mesmerized by his selfish daydreams. Just listening to Speck's voice and trying to filter his emotions out of his responses. It's harder to keep his head straight than he had thought that it might be. He's more dazed and distracted by hope than he realizes.]
... 'Twelve' is a number, not a name. [It's very gentle scolding.
Then he shakes his head,] I've never been called that. I'm Yuuto. I- [His voice is shaking when he blurts out,] I'm sorry. I'm not the one you wanted.